I am now feeling disconnected from the main things that most
people are engaged in.
Generally, being total in what ever I have done, things seem to get
finished with quickly, and moving on happens.
So, not feeling so connected with this level of living,
I don’t feel so qualified to share anymore on ordinary life.
Now, no longer very interested in what we can see, hear, touch,
but open to The Something Else – which I feel is with us/we are one with
all the time.
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One thing that still persists to share about is: Freedom.
I find that Freedom is an essential ingredient
for feeling really, really alive.
Especially if it is the feeling of being free from fear –
especially of death.
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We have had a few reports lately about people feeling
they have found their soul mate, and then finding the
soul mate is more of a should-mate.
I find it an interesting phenomenon.
Someone is attracted to a person because they are exceptionally
alive and juicy, then, when they get together they present conditions
for staying together – mainly, not to be attracted to anyone else –
which kills the very thing to which they were attracted!
Then, when the other person gives up their freedom they become
ordinary – meaning, boring – because they have disconnected
from their feeling of freedom.
I know how it goes. the energy is so strong, and you are not feeling
attracted to anyone else anyway, so you say to yourself: ‘Why not!’
No matter how *in love* you may feel, if the other has conditions –
you are choosing to be a slave to their neurosis, and the very thing
that attracted them to you is going to fade away.
“Yours sincerely, fading away.”
This is what you may not be understanding.
First of all it is very rare to find someone who is truly free,
and when they are free – especially from the fear of death,
they are actually in a whole different category of life and living.
Like a different dimension/level of species.
This state is so rare it is not easy to find someone suitable to live with
in harmony. (And if it is appropriate for you – they will come to you.)
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Comments on other subjects:
I often hear people say that they are happy.
My definition of happiness is a feeling that emanates – inside and out,
that is not dependant on outside conditions.
So you may have preferences, but if they are not met, happiness is
undisturbed.
It is true that the sex energy needs to be freed –
and when it is freed – it is just the start on the process
of realising you are already free – of everything.