Greetings Dear Friends,
As I have not contributed to this site for some time,
a number of you have written to ask if I am well.
Thank you. Yes I am well -very. And there is change.
The fact is, writing and recording are just not flowing as in the past,
and attempting to write this is not easy I have already tried several
times.
In the past when something came that I wanted to share I just sat and it
happened, and all I had to do was go through it a few times to make it as
understandable as I could. Then another stage happened in which I did not
try to make it so understandable perhaps so that only people to whom it
was appropriate would understand it. In both cases it would not go away
if I didn¹t share it so I had to write it.
The change that has happened now is that what little comes to share simply
fades away very quickly. A new phase seems to have evolved which I have
attempted to share before and when I try to express it in words it doesn’t
make a lot of sense even to me!
It is as though what we call reality is a dream, and what is called me is
neither in it, nor out of it. Floating. When I attempt to share what this
indefinable state actually is the only word that comes is – Love. Not the
way we usually mean the word, but a state that encompasses us all, and
everything – in whatever form. Love.
My whole life, from a very early age, has been about enquiring what is
possible for human consciousness. At one time everything seemed so
contradictory that I presumed I was not understanding the rules of how
things are and should be.
Then I began to realise that it was not me, but that things were indeed
contradictory.So I enquired more. I was encouraged by some mentors who
recognised me and helped me to see more clearly, on a practical level,
what was in fact the reality of what was happening in the conventional
world. So again I enquired further.
This enquiry took me around the world several times, led me to meet many
remarkable people, and to experience many things that are just not
explainable in any orthodox way. After that stage I decided to follow
up on anything that seemed interesting and/or out of the ordinary –
wherever it took me.
There have been many forecasts/ predictions and on one level It does seem
that what has been forecast is actually happening now – a disintegration of
order. I do not see this (or anything) as a problem, but as an opportunity.
So all this chaos and manipulation that is happening on the planet could
be just for us – to see ourselves more clearly. I see the situation as an
opportunity to check within ourselves to see if what we are judging in the
other is, even on the slightest level, that very same thing which is not yet
recognised and accepted in ourselves. Let me tell you now – it is.
Whatever we judge on the outside is still unfinished within us.
So all this chaos and manipulation that is happening on the planet could
be just for us – to see ourselves more clearly. And when most is cleared,
no contraction, no judgment – then, just love and caring – for everyone
and everything.
Thank you to all of you who have written sharing your appreciation and new
experiences. It does seem as though an awakening is happening for many of
us doesn’t it. Wonderful.
Sending you all lots of our universal love
paul