Whenever anyone seems certain (or serious) about anything,
I feel uncertain about them, and what they are sharing.
(Although, I am not certain about that!)
I have looked to see how I see a balanced human being.
One way seems, friendly, soft, gentle, strong,
and a sense of humour.
Did I tell you? In the last little while there has been a shift.
If someone now asks me to tell them what I see about them
nothing comes the way it used to. Relief.
The personal – for me, or another – seems to have dissolved,
and no longer very important.
And I don’t seem to be really here, and, I don’t know where I am.
Interesting sensation.
A friend had an interesting experience the other day.
They had laughing gas at the dentist. It was a bit strong
so they had to tell the dentist to turn it down or they would have
passed out – which they did not want to do because they like the
effects of the gas.
Afterwards they sat by the river and had a click. A Satori.
They saw how we normally live – from a distance.
They saw that everybody was desiring/wanting/striving for something.
The place from where they saw it was what they called:
The Invisible Vastness – in which they were one with.
They are now sorry to be back in The Normal.
I seem to keep getting glimpses of – Something Else.
I wonder, did Buddha have a reality beyond what he shared with us?
Not able, or not appropriate to share?
Or is there A Something beyond what he realised.
Not that it matters – nothing seems to.
That’s it for now …